exclusive: 'there was nothing more important than joe walsh, not my music, not my songs.’ how stevie nicks fell for the eagles guitarist but drugged up couple were ‘on their way to hell’ and the breakup 'nearly killed' her - meat packers
Grammy Award winning singer
Song author stevie Nicks took so much cocaine and became addicted to the drug that she had to be followed during the show to avoid falling off the stage and needing someone to drop her at night
Not only did the rock queen of the 1970 and 1980 s have a big hole in cocaine on her nose, but she was warned that if she continued to maintain high levels of consumption, there was a risk of a cerebral hemorrhage.
But the shocking rumor is that she has reverted to the use of "devil's dandruff" in the vagina and rectum, the ultimate motivation for her recovery at Betty's Ford rehab center in Minnesota in 1986
Singer fleewood Mack admits: "You can put a big gold ring on my diaphragm.
It affects my eyes, my sinus.
It's been a lot of fun for a long time because we don't know how bad it is.
But in the end it will catch you and all you can think of is where your next line came from.
We're all addicts.
But one thing I'm the most serious addict.
I am a girl, I am vulnerable, I drink a lot of cola, I am in danger of brain damage, and she tells him for the upcoming book "golden dust Girl" by writer Stephen Davis: biography of Steve Knicks
After her recovery, Nick began to go down to see a psychiatrist at a friend's suggestion because she refused to attend the AA meeting.
Unnamed Beverly Hills were given a calming agent such as Anding "when reduced" before handing out Xanax and Klonopin.
Nick recalled: "I asked why I took it.
"Because you need it," he said.
"That's why it took me seven years to become a zombie . "
On 1993, she spent another 47 days in rehab, and waking up again was much more terrible than getting rid of cocaine.
The singer admitted that I felt like someone had opened a door and pushed me into hell.
The doctor is a fan of music and he just wants to hear the rock story, so he keeps increasing Nick's dose to keep her back-and talking.
"That doctor-he was the only person in my life who honestly said I would never forgive.
I lost over the years-I might meet someone, have a baby, or do some more fleewood Mac album or Steve Nick album.
So I will never forgive him.
Nick told Rolling Stone that I was driving if I saw him on the street-well, I didn't have a driver's license and that was fine because I would knock him down.
Nick's first dream was to start her career as a stage lamp, and when she was five, she began singing with her grandfather for family and friends and the local salon.
Little Stephanie knick likes the mother's attention, applause and reaction to the cowboy costume.
As her father climbed the corporate ladder working for armor meat packers, Greyhound bus and lucky beer brewing, the family moved from Phoenix to El Paso, Salt Lake City, Texas, California.
Her new home is located about 13 miles northeast of downtown Los Angeles in the San Gabriel Valley, close enough to Hollywood.
At Arcadia High School, Nick jumped into a baton rotation for the school's Princess Apache, but admitted she was not academically inclined.
She started dating in her teens, and on her 16 th birthday, her first boyfriend told her the relationship was over and her first heart broke.
Her teenage heart was crushed, but she was inspired to write her first ballad with her new guitar-"I loved it, I lost it ".
Nick Rose from the little girl wearing thick glasses and a wide skirt, putting books in a Mexican straw basket to a bigger dream, while listening to rock music on radio KHJ in Los Angeles.
After graduating from high school in 1966, her parents urged her to apply to college, but she wanted to go to hairdressing school.
The idea was quickly denied, so Nick went to college and still insisted that learning was difficult and that hairdressing school would benefit her a lot more.
In San Jose, her epiphany arrived on 1967 when she heard Linda lonstadt sing the charts --
Sing the song "different drums" with the stone bridge band.
"I heard the voice of Linda lonstadt, I just said, that's it!
That's what I want to do. . .
Although I don't look as good as her. offs".
"Nothing will get in her way," she wrote in her diary ".
She wants to write songs and sing songs with the band.
In the summer of 1968, Nick and Lindsay Buckingham joined a band called Fritz.
This marks the beginning of an epic relationship that eventually deteriorates into neglect and jealousy-which most people think so.
The nickels did some odd work to pay the rent, including cleaning the house, dental assistants and waiting tables, when Lindsay sucked the opium hash and filled in the harmony of Phil Everley, phil walked out of the partnership of brother Avery.
Tired of her daily work, Nick felt a hostile dependency was brewing.
After visiting Los Angeles for seven years trying to get a record deal, her big break came when fleewood Mack knocked on the door.
Mick fleewood had heard tapes of Nick and Buckingham music and wanted them to join his band, but Buckingham was hesitant to think the band was a meat grinder.
"I saw fleewood Mike driving these two old bulky white Cadillac with huge tailfins and I was in awe," Nick said . ".
In 1975, she was eager to sign a contract with fleewood Mike.
Nick's relationship with Buckingham is back together again-very short-lived ---
"We work with these hysterical and interesting Brits every day to make great music," Nick said . ".
New members of the band pay $200 in cash each week, which is a significant amount for struggling musicians.
The band was on the road at a strict crossroads.
The national tour is carried out with the help of the Peruvian parade forces-before each concert, the best crystal cocaine is delivered to the band members with a cap.
When platinum Han and Nick finally broke up again, people lined up at Nick's door.
The first thing to call was Eagle drummer Don Henry, who became a half
Secret couple of the year
Henry and the Eagles felt lonely on the road for his lover, and he sent a private plane to pick Nick up.
When he was out of town, Nick admitted she was out with his close friend singer
The famous seducer, John David Suther, a Texan.
By Christmas 1976, Nick decided that because she had received so much attention at fleewood Mack, she needed bigger breasts.
She chose the silicon implant and reasoned that this would only make her larger hips look more proportional, with only 5 "1" in height ".
They eventually leaked, however, and had to be deleted.
Therefore, she believes that being a mother is an obstacle to Nick's ambition.
She thinks that she will never have children and may never get married.
Nick says she needs to be seen as a sex goddess and as a girlfriend, essentially a "bubble"headed nymph'.
But despite bad luck, Nick was pregnant by Henry and even just saw him occasionally.
Henry was originally in favor of the idea of having a baby, but became conflicted and disappeared along the way with the eagle, so Nick had a miscarriage.
She continues to have an affair with Paul Fishkin, president of Bear sville records, and then with Mick fleewood.
Given that everyone is consuming a lot of drugs, the two men have had a long and exhausting trip around the world.
Nick had a vision problem a few weeks after she forgot to take out her contact.
Then she had asthma again.
By the end of 1980, a rebellion had taken place inside the band, when accountants claimed that they had not made money despite the tour for a full eight months.
"Where is all the money ? "?
They asked the band manager fleewood.
Fleewood's defense is that the top of the head should be blamed.
Tour in rock cocaine, high
Cannabis, French wine, Dutch beer and Russian water card, the author wrote.
The band spent some petty money, including sending an overhead plane back to Los Angeles to pick up the cocaine dealer on the band's payroll when the night supplies were reduced.
The author wrote: "You can't tell Steve Nicks that she can't have a grand piano in Waldorf or repainted presidential suites in Ritz, or at Four Seasons Hotel in Tokyo
But hard feelings have passed despite the economic downturn.
They were all excited about riding a rocket.
When Nick's best friend, Robin Anderson, died of advanced leukemia, she was sad.
Robin has just had a baby and Nick thinks she should marry Robin's husband Kim Anderson and take over the duties of her friend's wife and mother.
It was an idea of taking drugs, but the couple stuck to it until Nick said she received another --
The secular message from Robin is that marriage must end.
After three months of marriage, the marriage ended.
In 1983, Nick was madly in love with Joe Walsh, the guitarist of the Eagle Band, which broke her heart.
She met him at the hotel bar and when he held her in her arms she remembered her thoughts, "I can't stay away from this person anymore ".
Although Walsh was her "only", he finally escaped.
We may be a perfect, complete, crazy pair, she said.
"He is the one I will get married to, and I may change my life anyway. Not a lot'.
Nick became a mother, smothered, bought clothes for him, and fulfilled every wish he had. 'I loved him.
I really took care of him, and it was probably Joe's worst fear.
"We are busy superstars. there are too many drugs.
We are very serious addicts.
We were a couple on our way to hell.
When she was crying for Walsh, he was always distracted by new toys he had just bought, his computer lab, new devices or keyboards.
She waited by the phone for three years in case he called but he rarely called.
She ate a lot to ease her pain.
It's ugly to break up.
When Walsh came over, Nick was in the studio, with the studio staff, and ignored her.
She was tired of waiting and told him she was leaving and wanted him to go with her.
He replied briefly, "Oh, what I was going to tell you, I can't see you-I'm leaving tomorrow and going back on the road . ".
This is a painful farewell to all who spend their passion.
Walsh flew to Australia the next day and left a message saying the Knicks would not try to contact him.
She almost killed me, frankly.
We had to break up or we thought we would die.
We went too far.
But it's not over.
It took me years to get over it-if I did.
It was sad, but at least we survived.
It was in 1986.
But 20 years later, she still loves Walsh.
"I don't have anyone else.
I look back at all the men in my life and I can only honestly say that for the rest of my life I can really live with them because there is respect and we like to do the same.
"I have always been very satisfied with him.
This happened only once in my life.
If he wants me to marry him, I will.
There's nothing more important than Joe Walsh-not my music, not my song, not anything.
He is the greatest love of my life.
The Knicks continue to have a successful solo career and more years at fleewood Mike.
She survived the years of drug flooding and returned to the road, acting as a golden dust woman, performing and spinning on stage with layers of lace.